may be all happy things ends up in misery .
you offered me quite a lot of happy moments.
but i feel all those ends with this little moment..
what did i done??
just tell me.. may be atleast that will make me feel better.
why did you done this ??
may be knowing that will make me sleep tonight..
i was always been afraid to loose you
and think the day in my nightmares has arrived ..
am not sure how to face this.
and its not simple as the advices i give to you in past..
i feel despair, i feel sadness
just wish i won't loose you..
yet i feel that have already happened...
and today will be a sleep less night for me...
i am gona miss you my friend... i am surely gona miss you.........
Dedicated to you, one of my bestfriends....dedicated only to you...
well i wish u would have been my best friend for ever... yet dreams don't always happen.
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"may be all happy things ends up in misery"
ReplyDeleteok, now you sound just like me.
i don't know sojan, maybe its time to move on?
i've lost...many good friends in life for the stupidest reasons, and i know it hurts, but no point in punishing yourself for it over and over again.
i'm sorry if this sounds like really mean advice, but i'm just telling you what i say to myself over and over again when i really am breaking down over these types of things. sometimes its just better to move on, take it as something you couldn't have done anything more about. if it wasn't your fault (or you believe it wasn't your fault) you shouldn't be blaming yourself for it.
but believe me, i know the feeling. i know that its horrible. but somethings just aren't in your control and there's nothing one can do about them. and...i know how ur feeling. i also lost a good friend not too far back, but i had to move on with my life. and i know that moving on is something that is very hard to do.
hey thnx for that practical advice :)
ReplyDeletemy heart shatters as it hits the ground... i turn to see you standing over the remains... you said you would keep it safe yet here you stand with my heart shattered at your feet... you just stand there like its nothing but i cant heal again just to get shattered once again... as i walk over and brush all that i can into my hands i look at you once more and my eyes water... you were the angel who held me high... only to let me fall as soon as i was healed... i hold my hands up to my mouth n blow the dust of my shattered heart into the wind
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