i am gona miss you

The pain of lossing you is unexpainable.

may be all happy things ends up in misery .

you offered me quite a lot of happy moments.

but i feel all those ends with this little moment..

what did i done??

just tell   me.. may be atleast that will make me feel better.

why did you done this ??

may be knowing that will make me sleep tonight..

i was always been afraid to loose you

and think the day in my nightmares has arrived ..

am not sure how to face this.

and its not simple as the advices i give to you in past..

i feel despair, i feel sadness

just wish i won't loose you..

yet i feel that have already happened...

and today will be a sleep less night for me...

i am  gona miss you my friend...  i am surely gona miss  you.........

Dedicated to you, one of my bestfriends....dedicated only to you...

well i wish u would have been my best friend for ever... yet  dreams don't always happen.

Unspoken Words

many words, still left unspoken.

and a thousand times i wished,

 to express  them to you.

yet sometimes it so hard to say 

your feelings  to someone....

am not sure about what am thinking

yet one thign am sure is, 

i may have been born under luck star to

 meet a person as good as you 

and i wish ther won't be a day

when  we  have to say good bye..

in the dark night when i spent time looking 

up in sky, thoughts about you come to my

 mind. while am celebrating the most 

joy full events, i always miss you there.

well i wish very much for a day,when 

at last we be able to see each other.

what you see is beautiful ,things unseen are

more beautifull. yet for me i never care 

for beauty,or thats what i belive about me

thats why am so confident in wishing

to meet and spent time with you..

well i belive you know my mind, yet

you speak and act as if you know nothing

well you are really unpredictable

and thats why we are friends..

but my mind won't be feeling good untill

that day when i tell those unspoken words to you......

Time To Say GoodBye

          

          Time to Say Good bye............

The day i met you, i still remeber so well,

yet i didn't thought we will become friends.

Times passed , from friends we become good friends

but even your  good friends , never  understands you perfectly.

may be i did mistakes, but you know am not perfect

and even  when we met i told you am not perfect,but you said 

 you never really mind, yet now i feel like you do really mind.

but you should have told me at first place,  you can't forgive

silence is stinging and painfull,  one word from you can

cure it.yet i feel like now you really don't care me,

and want me to suffer more.yet i have no grudges

aganist you nor there is any end in my love towards you.

well i will never be regretting about meeting you

and am thankfull to you for all the happy times with you.

you were supportive, you were caring and over all that

you were one of the only real friend i had...

you may have resons,which are unknown for me and 

am asking you sorry for all the mistakes i did to you

so this the last time i write to you ,yet that  doesn't

means you are no longer that good friend of mine..

yes its time to say good bye.....

good bye once and forever..................

   well once you feel some one is not at  intrested in talking you, then let him or her alone.why to disturb him or her??

  well one thing you must understand is that you are not perfect yourself. Also no one will be able to understand you perfectly as well. so don't blame yourself nor blame him or her. guess every hi ends up at last in a good bye.......

 

Dedicated to someone who was once and always be my good friend.yet i am not sure he or she considers me as a good friend or even a friend ..........